7.30.2014

Quote to Ponder



My platelets took a mighty tumble over the weekend. But I've made it almost one full month without an infusion - so that is a MAJOR success! For awhile there, it was almost weekly. I believe that my holistic approach to wellness is paying off. 

I'll have another blood test Thursday afternoon, and if my numbers are still on the downward trend, I'll get an infusion Thursday night or Friday night. I feel at peace with that because having a monthly infusion really wouldn't be a big deal at all. And the Promacta seems to be helping my body make enough extra platelets which is very helpful. 

But who knows? Maybe my count will go back up without any additional infusion assistance. 

Regardless, I'm sticking with my low-histamine plan because I feel great! And I'm definitely in a better boat than I was 6 weeks ago. 

Two quotes on persistence: 

“You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.”-Maya Angelou


“Courage doesn’t always roar, sometimes it’s the quiet voice at the end of the day whispering ‘I will try again tomorrow.’”-Mary Anne Radmacher

7.29.2014

Music Monday on Tuesday


It's now Tuesday night.
But it's never too late for good music, right? 

First, a pretty sunset from a few nights ago....

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Now tuneage.....

Just One of the Guys by Jenny Lewis

She's Not Me by Jenny Lewis

Best Friend by Foster the People (live concert coming up MONDAY!)

Pseudologia Fantastica by Foster the People

Soul of Healing Meditation by Deepak Chopra (I set up a Pandora station based off this meditation and listen to it a lot! It's full of quiet meditations and music. I listen to it in the morning when I'm getting ready.)

7.28.2014

Iron Strength Salad


Oh dear. I missed Music Monday.

Here's a tune.

Now it's salad time! SUPER salad. 4 ingredients. Within this bowl of delight you'll find:

  • 140% of your daily Vitamin C 
  • 60% your Iron
  • All sorts of flavor
  • A special bonus: Eating Vitamin C WITH Iron makes it much easier for your body to digest. It's always good to try and eat them together. 
  • Another special bonus: This salad is very affordable. A can of chickpeas is often less than $1.00. Sprouts are super-duper cheap if you grow them yourself (less than 20 cents). And the coleslaw is $1.50-$2.00 per bag. 

Ingredients:

  • 1/2 bag of coleslaw
  • 1/2 cup of sprouts (I used lentil sprouts and I steamed them for 5 minutes.)
  • 1/2 can of chickpeas (Be sure to rinse and drain them after you open the can.)
  • Trader Joe's Asian-Style Spicy Peanut Vinaigrette 
Directions:
  • Find a cute bowl. 
  • Mix it all together.
  • Eat it up!
  • This is also a great salad to take to work.




7.27.2014

Documentary - Elaine Stritch: Shoot Me


Elaine Stritch was an outstanding, prolific Broadway actress. She also played Alec Baldwin's mother on 30 Rock. Elaine recently died at the age of 89. I just watched the documentary "Shoot Me," and I think you might enjoy it, too.

Here's a trailer for the film. And an interview she did with The New York Times. A few days ago Kirk Douglas, at age 97, wrote a touching piece honoring Elaine in Huffington Post.

The film follows Stritch around for a portion of her 86th year as she prepares for another touring show. She's gritty and honest - compellingly eccentric - never sugar-coating a thing. A few of her quotes from the movie that I loved:

  • "Everybody's got a sack of rocks." (something she grew up hearing her dad say)
  • "I like the courage of age."
  • "I'll probably cry now but that's okay." (after a week-long hospitalization)
  • "There's something exciting about being afraid."
The film focuses little on her childhood or early years. Her impressive career on stage and screen provide a quiet backdrop. But the main thrust of the film is Stritch as an 86-year-old woman. Viewers watch as she strives to make the most of every day, every second - while simultaneously dealing with the challenges of diabetes, aging and alcohol. 

Rob Bowman served as her music director for 14 years. His presence is a constant in the movie. It's clear that Bowman's encouragement and consistency played a significant role in Stritch's life; their relationship is inspiring to see. 

There are several scenes in the film when Stritch speaks candidly about mortality with curlers in her hair and raw vulnerability. There are other scenes that capture her on stage in front of a crowd. She comes completely alive and captivating. I wish I would have had the chance to see her perform. 

The film is currently available on Netflix Instant. It's well-worth a viewing. 

7.26.2014

Lovely Links


Last night I had such a great live music experience in a backyard in Pine Island. A few members of the band 6 Mile Grove played (Brandon Sampson and John Wheeler) - as well as Alison Scott. Thanks, Jerry and Jodi Olson, for hosting such a lovely event. What a wonderful experience!

And now, a few links por tu....


A few ebook from Paul Batz about leadership. It's very good. I met Paul and his wife about 4 years ago, and it has been inspiring to watch the way his business has progressed. 



The New Face of Hunger is the focus of this month's National Geographic. The web layout is terrific. Set aside an hour an explore. Excellent information. 


5 Tips for a Mindful Day from Mindful.org. I stumbled across the site a few weeks back. They curate some very helpful resources.


The website of Kris Carr. This wellness phenom has written extensively about her transition to a healthier life. I love her website! In this video she discusses her #1 health tip for everyone (hint: it's juicing!)

This weekend I'm planning to go to the Olmsted County Fair and do some column writing. What's on your agenda?

7.24.2014

Thankful Thursday


My heart is leaping with gratitude this week.

Here's the run-down:

-Great platelet numbers 
-Lots of training and learning at work
-Book group
-Lunch at the Co-op with my favorite dietitian/columnist
-Happy hour with Miss A at Tap House
-Coconut water
-Using my Itunes card to buy the soundtrack for "Wish I Was Here"
 -Kale chips from a lovely lady
-Road trips along the Mississippi
-Eating beets in the summer sun with PAC-man
-Hermitage Farms and reiki and healing
-Juicing wheatgrass and kale and freezing it into cubes
-Receiving mail
-Planning and visioning for month ahead
-A salad at Victoria's with a lovely new friend and fellow communicator
-Texts from my brother
-A prayer shawl 
-Blooming violets
-A hopeful heart
-Sprouting lentils
-Eating chips after work with my mom


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7.23.2014

7.22.2014

Saying Goodbye to Caffeine and Diet Soda

In the coming months there will be more posts about wellness and health. Let me say right away: if you want to read these posts, please do. If not, it's 100% okay! I'm not a health expert. Just a girl on a journey. Reading about other people's experiences has always been a great help to me. So if any bit of this can be helpful to you, I hope it will be! 

This particular post is about 7 weeks in the making. I waited to write it until I had passed the 40 day mark. 40 days without diet soda and caffeinated drinks. 

If you've known me for any length of time, you know that I used to love diet soda. LOVE. For many years, it was Diet Mountain Dew. Then it was Diet Pepsi, Diet Coke, Diet Cream Soda. I didn't really play favorites. The stuff is delicious. Energy drinks, too. Loved all the varieties of low-sugar Monster drinks. A cup or two of coffee a day, too. 

You see, dear friends. I was addicted, but I didn't realize it. If you're wondering, caffeine can cause a real kind of addiction (even at the level of 100 mg per day - the amount in one cup of coffee). 

(Side note: if you love diet soda or caffeine, please know that this post infers NO judgement. None whatsoever. Because I totally get it; I know where you're coming from. I was just there. Most of you are probably able to keep your intake in the moderate category. Maybe you don't have insomnia or migraines - two things that can accompany both diet soda and caffeine. Truly, if diet soda and caffeine bring you joy, please do not feel like I'm saying you have to give them up. Just food for thought.) 

I initially didn't think I could/wanted to give it up. I relied on caffeine for my daily energy! I was sleep deprived, so I would start the day with caffeine and continue throughout the day. And then I'd have trouble sleeping soundly....and wake up feeling groggy. So I'd ingest more caffeine. It was a never-ending cycle.

While I was in the hospital in May, I didn't drink any diet soda. So I figured that was as good a time to start as any. I knew in my gut that I didn't want to be addicted to caffeine. I didn't want to get caffeine-withdrawal headaches. Plus, all the chemicals freaked me out - although I happily ingested them for years upon years. For additional motivation, here's an interesting link mentioning several actual medical studies: "7 side effects of drinking diet soda." 

The first 5 days = REALLY hard. I felt like crap. A few tips to get through those first several days: drink a lot of water, shoot for 80-100 ounces a day. I also took 500 mg Tylenol a couple times a day. Still, though, I had a mega headache and trouble focusing. 

It was during those first few post-caffeine days that I started meditating and juicing again! Every day. 

The next 5 to 6 weeks = tough. The headaches went away, but I felt really tired. However, that wasn't just due to the goodbye I said to caffeine. I was also due to a variety of things....like infusions, transfusions, learning a new job, and a few hospital stays. There were a moments when I felt like throwing it all out the window and cracking a diet Pepsi. A caffeine addiction seemed like the least of my troubles. 

But I didn't give up. I stayed away from the diet soda and the coffee. I still felt extremely lethargic. 

(Side note: It turns out I was mildly anemic for much of the last couple years, so that's probably another reason I was so dependent on caffeine.)

Instead of focusing on how much I missed diet soda and caffeine, I started focusing on my iron intake. I made it a major priority, and it really did distract me from what I'd given up. 

If you give up diet soda/caffeine/energy drinks, I highly encourage you to find a nutrient to focus on - and then make that your priority. Iron, B12, C, Calcium. Choose whatever you're not getting enough of in your diet. You can download all kinds of apps that will help you find foods that contain that nutrient; you can look online, too. 

As the weeks rolled by and I was still tired all the time, it seemed like perhaps I was just going to be a more sleepy person without caffeine in my life. Although that wasn't ideal, I accepted that it would probably be better for my body than pumping it with an artificial stimulant. Slower to rise in the mornings. Early to bed. Sleepy girl.

But then at the beginning of last week, something amazing happened! I stopped feeling tired all the time. The good choices started to really pay off. I feel so glad that I had waited it out because I seriously feel better than I have felt in my whole life. That isn't just due to giving up diet soda; there are a variety of changes I'll be sharing about in the coming months. But saying goodbye to my drug of choice really is improving my overall health. 

I'll likely get to the point where I feel comfortable having a cup of coffee every now and then for a treat. And I do drink iced tea at restaurants sometimes. But diet soda/energy drinks/caffeine will never again be a daily affair for me, and I feel comfortable making that an actual promise. 

If you're considering giving up diet soda or caffeine, I can now say with 100% gusto: GO FOR IT! It might take a couple months, but you will eventually feel better. A lot better. 

A few highlights of this new life chapter:

-For much of my life, I felt certain that I'd always be a light sleeper with lots of wake-ups. But guess what? That's not true. I now sleep through the night just fine!

-No caffeine headaches mid-day

-I am WAY less interested in munching on snacks throughout the day and night (some believe diet soda is an appetite stimulant)

-$ saver! I was spending plenty on soda but especially on energy drinks at Kwik Trip. It's nice to be able to put that money toward healthy produce or random Costco purchases instead. 

If you're considering making this change and need a buddy to help support and encourage you, drop me an email or message on Facebook! I'll be glad to cheer you on!

7.21.2014

Music Monday


Today's Music Monday features five great songs from the soundtrack of Wish I Was Here - the new Zach Braff movie!

It hasn't been released in Rochester yet but hopefully soon!

For the 4-1-1 on the soundtrack, check out this Rolling Stone article. My favs from the record....

Heavenly Father by Bon Iver

Wish I Was Here by Cat Power and Coldplay

So Now What by The Shins

Mexico by Jump Little Children

Mend by The Weepies (this is a link to the full album)

7.20.2014

Sunday Review

It's hard to describe how much the last few weekends have meant to me. I love summer adventures, summer relaxing, and summer laughter. The last few weekends have contained plenty of all three.

After that scary stretch of single-digit platelet counts and hospitalizations, I was exhausted in every capacity. So many weekends of May and June were spent longing for brighter days.

And now brighter days are here. I hope they stick around. But no matter what, I'm going to enjoy this moment. Fully. My platelet count is stabilizing. No new red dots. No bruises. Two blood tests a week.

I'm sticking with my low histamine plan, and I'm following it completely. No cheats. I feel really healthy. And immensely thankful. My count isn't "high" but it is much higher than it was. And I'm out of the danger zone.

My heart is happy and more at peace than it has been for quite awhile.






7.19.2014

Weekend Update



The weekend is here.

And my, oh my, there is a lot happening in the world.

The Presiding Bishop of the ELCA is Elizabeth Eaton. In light of the recent violence in the Holy Land, she wrote a letter to the Presiding Bishop of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Jordan and the Holy Land. His name is Rev. Dr. Munib A. Younan.

Bishop Eaton has invited all congregations to read this letter aloud during worship on Sunday and set aside intentional time to pray for peace between Israel in Palestine.

Here's a copy of the letter. 

And below are a variety of prayers for peace. Perhaps we can all carve out a few moments of this weekend to sit quietly, pray, and meditate on peace - peace in our own hearts and peace throughout the world.





7.17.2014

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Gratitude list...

Orchids that persevere
Joyful wedding receptions
Website design
Kind, encouraging friends
Salad bar at People's Co-op
Paddleboats
Healing
More than a week without any infusions or transfusions!
Wheatgrass
Books
Good sleep
Squirrel postcards
Walks with my mom
A window
Blue sky

What do you include on your list this week?

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7.16.2014

Today's column



Today's Post-Bulletin column is about discernment (not necessarily a major "strength" area for me but something I'm definitely working on).

Here's a link. 


7.15.2014

Detox Wellness Bath


In my ongoing quest for a life of wellness, I recently read about the soothing, healing benefits of taking a regular detox bath. You can take a detox bath with your whole body or just your feet. Either way, it's a win!

Some of the possible benefits can be found here:

Health Benefits of Epsom Salt Baths

Detox bath: Why and how

Pure Inside Out

Here's what you do...

1) Buy some Epsom salt. I got a GIANT amount at Costco because Costco is my favorite store and I fully intend to explore the many wonders of Epsom salt. You could also buy a normal size container at Target, Walmart or Hy-Vee.

2) Mix 2 cups of Epsom salt, 1 cup of baking soda, and a bathtub of warm water. Don't get it too hot. Mega hot water is not healthy for your bod-bod. It could cause you to pass out. Or, if you're like me (which you're probably not), really hot water will give you hives. So, bottom line: keep it warm. But not scalding.

3) Add 10 droplets each of all your favorite essential oils. I am amassing a large collection of essential oils. A few of my favorites include lavender, tea tree oil, lemon, and peppermint. If you are a local, the Co-op downtown sells a large selection of essential oils. An excellent online distributor is Plantlife.

4) Soak for 20 minutes in your bath delight.

5) I am not a medical professional. I am just a lady looking for some healing. So I would definitely recommend checking in with your doc if you have any concerns about warm baths or essential oils or Epsom salt. Be careful; safety first.

7.14.2014

Photo


My pal, Elizabeth Nida, took this photo at the wedding on Thursday. She is a Post-Bulletin photographer. So thankful she shared a copy of this photograph. It will be a permanent reminder to me of a very special couple and a very special afternoon.


Music Monday


Tunes for the week...

Try by Colbie Caillat (Excellent song and video - a very important message!)

Boom Clap by Charli XCX (from The Fault in Our Stars soundtrack)

Angel Olsen: Tiny Desk Concert

Once I was an Eagle by Laura Marling (full album)

Jon Hopkins: Live on KEXP
(I am fascinated with how this kind of music is produced...)

Thought for today....

There is a way to be purified, to overcome sorrows and grief, to release suffering, to secure the right path to realize nirvana. This is to be mindful.

- The Buddha

7.13.2014

Sunday Morning

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After the wedding on Thursday, I had a blood test. Thursday night's platelet count wasn't especially good. It was 12. But as long as I'm above 10, I don't need to be admitted to the hospital. So I haven't had any hospital visits all weekend. Yahoo.

I had a visit with Dr. Hook on Friday morning. I'll share about it sometime when I feel more certain about what's next. There are several options but none are especially joy-invoking. In fact, they all kind of stink. And I found out the chance of a spontaneous, permanent remission really isn't 5-10%. It's about 0%. And that specific possibility - the one where I am miraculously and permanently cured without any major medical intervention - is the one I have been banking on for the last 4 years.

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Tom and Tonya's wedding reception was Friday night. It was a ton of fun! I am so happy for those two and their whole family. Love is lovely. 

Today's assigned Psalm is 119: 105-112. 

Your word is a lamp to my feet
   and a light to my path. 
I have sworn an oath and confirmed it,
   to observe your righteous ordinances. 
I am severely afflicted;
   give me life, O Lord, according to your word. 
Accept my offerings of praise, O Lord,
   and teach me your ordinances. 
I hold my life in my hand continually,
   but I do not forget your law. 
The wicked have laid a snare for me,
   but I do not stray from your precepts. 
Your decrees are my heritage for ever;
   they are the joy of my heart. 
I incline my heart to perform your statutes
   for ever, to the end. 

And here's a great quote I came across this morning: 

“Serenity comes when you trade expectations for acceptance.” ~Unknown